Hope and expectation

Just when I started to put hope on humans, expecting them to return the same favour I offered them (in this case; feelings), I'll always fall . 

Always the frustrations instead of satisfactions.  

Always the disappointment instead of fulfilment.

Why do I keep falling for the wrong person?...

Hope. Expectation. They kill. 

Why do envy the girl that you always reply to?

Why do I feel ecstatic when you texted me?

Why do I have to feel all these?

I had a vision of building a little family with you and our children will grow up beautifully, wise and knowledgeable just like you.

Keeping the hope and expectation just to myself, for now.