Always the frustrations instead of satisfactions.
Always the disappointment instead of fulfilment.
Why do I keep falling for the wrong person?...
Hope. Expectation. They kill.
Why do envy the girl that you always reply to?
Why do I feel ecstatic when you texted me?
Why do I have to feel all these?
I had a vision of building a little family with you and our children will grow up beautifully, wise and knowledgeable just like you.
Keeping the hope and expectation just to myself, for now.