In less than 2 hours I'll be attending my first ever independent usrah. Wah over je. Yeah Alhamdulillah I'll be joining MIZAN's usrah group for the Wangsa Maju area. After a long 11 months of drifting and drifting away... He calls me back to Him. Alhamdulillah.
My previous usrah was with my own cohortmates and my naqibah herself was my best friend. So you get now why I say this is my first independent usrah? I know no one in this group and I have long been an antisocial person i.e I just love to spend time alone (too much). And now, I have to meet new people. I chose this. I chose to meet new people. I chose to get out of my comfort zone. Above all, I just need to do this cause I have been too far away from Him, the One Who loves me. So I must do my best and be istiqamah if Allah wills!
Anyway I have mixed feelings now, happy, nervous and kinda sad cause I miss my little usrah family for the past 2 years, 'AnNur Solehah'. In sha Allah I'm gonna restart the race I've given up before. Another step I take now for my pursuit of happiness, biiznillah.
|Milsons Point, Sydney. 2010.|